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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2006|09:38 pm]
You scored as Indiana Jones. Indiana Jones is an archaeologist/adventurer with an unquenchable love for danger and excitement. He travels the globe in search of historical relics. He loves travel, excitement, and a good archaeological discovery. He hates Nazis and snakes, perhaps to the same degree. He always brings along his trusty whip and fedora. He's tough, cool, and dedicated. He relies on both brains and brawn to get him out of trouble and into it.

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Indiana Jones

92%

Lara Croft

75%

Batman, the Dark Knight

63%

Captain Jack Sparrow

58%

James Bond, Agent 007

46%

The Amazing Spider-Man

46%

William Wallace

46%

Maximus

46%

Neo, the "One"

46%

The Terminator

38%

El Zorro

38%

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for my most favorite kid. [Mar. 10th, 2006|09:22 pm]
Even though this whole thing is tearing us apart. x.x

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all


I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And Im praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
I know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2006|04:16 pm]
This is officially the BEST quote ever.
It ALWAYS makes me feel better.
"Well-behaved women rarely make history." - Marilyn Monroe.
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(no subject) [Feb. 26th, 2006|03:06 pm]
It makes me giggle how afraid my cousins are of marilyn manson.
it makes me giggle that people think marilyn manson is 'hXc'. losers.
It makes me giggle when everyone else's iPod dies but mine.
it makes me giggle when I see AH-nuld on C-SPAN.
It makes me giggle when people are so dumb that they can't understand C-SPAN.
it makes me giggle when i hear strains of "Duel of the Fates" coming from my brother's room.
It makes me giggle if I see people wearing slipknot shirts on the street. (poor yulon.)
it makes me giggle to know that certain people are so smart, yet so undeniably stupid at the same time.
It makes me giggle when iZy makes those farting noises and his nose lights up!
Dumb things.. make me giggle!
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bottle of cuteness [Jan. 7th, 2006|04:21 pm]
If you know my AIM sn, search for it and you'll find the new LJ, luffs.

so long to the sad saps who aren't important enough to remember it.

+++++ Saturday night's alright for fighting
at 321. Hip Young Gunslingers.
find your way home.
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(no subject) [Jan. 6th, 2006|08:21 pm]
[Current Music |Don't Stop Believin'*Journey (XD)]

Eh pretty bored. And since nobody reads this, XD

Australia is apparently Hell.

According to my dahling Mary, of course.

Who else could conjure up something so hilarious? Nobody, that's who.

I wore my foof-pants/Adventureland pants (it's not really worth asking) today and five guys told me I looked 'hot'.
Which was really incredibly useless, as I think I had visible panty line. XD
My iPod keeps playing Beyonce on repeat. It's getting really annoying.
and when I skip it, the first song it always goes to is Journey.
I think it has a crush on Steve Perry, quite frankly. XD

I am quite depressed over the fact that DeGrassi doesn't return to The-N until next Friday. I really wanna watch those kids get fucked up.
Only I have already seen all the episodes for this season online.
Oh well...?

Hand-holding sluts and triangles are quite cute when I'm a singleton ;)
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(no subject) [Dec. 31st, 2005|10:18 pm]
I thought I was going crazy

turns out I was just drunk. jeez. ;)
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New Years Eve. backe8uejjdnejidnewjdnjewn 44 [Dec. 31st, 2005|01:12 pm]
[Current Music |FOOTOS.]

I'm pretty much tired of being refused to go out.

my parents are all "honey you're sick you shouldn't be in that petri dish of germs they call a 'mall'" so obviously they don't understand that I'd like to be with my best friend Hayley before school starts up again.
I really could care less about hanging out with anyone else but I just really would like to inform Hayley of my life's goings-on
and she's the only person who can help me with a few problems because she doesn't harangue me for them.
(I could hang out with Tina. But I'm not very much in the mood for her constant "go home you're sick" phrases.)


Oh yeah. It's New Year's Eve.
mweh.
I think I'll spend it curled up with a book. or something absolutely yummy like that.
or I may steal Heather's car for a while and drive down to seaside. :)
Although the former is less illegal. eh, whatever.
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A really long diatribe on things that do not matter. [Dec. 29th, 2005|09:29 pm]
[Current Music |Tiny Vessels* Death Cab For Cutie]

So many abnormalities in this strange little life seem to be comforting, but disconcerting at the same time.

Mary and her 'orientation' is always a welcome respite, for one.
I never really have to worry about her. She's got the best head on her shoulders and she's a BFFeh to boot.

Wendi's abnormal craziness is happiness.
Talking to her is like being stranded on an island for ten years and being happy the whole time; (including the starvation- her house is health-food and junk-food and no in-between) you kinda immerse yourself in her loco-ness.

Tina is my wonderful 'real' friend.
She has a life outside internet. She's smart, like me. (I can only stand five druggie lunch dates a week, you know. Besides Mary, Yulon and Amy, those idiots are not bright.)
And being around her is just strange, because I can actually tell her anything and not feel like a loser or be berated for it.
The only person I can tell anything to is her.

Hayley is my useful kid.
She's the one to turn to when you need revenge or love, really. The best friend I could imagine having. She's a perfect combination of hilariousness and seriousness.
Why is she an abnormality? It's simple; we have nothing in common. I have no idea why we're so close. It's just one of those things, I think. And that's what is so lovableh.

My relationship with "Diaper" is unique in that he's my first (read: first SERIOUS) love to ever really care about me.
That thing with James when we were 11? Does NOT count as serious.
"Diaper" is also the only one I've loved so far who's probably as smart (if not smarter) than me. And that's just so sexy/fascinating.

And it's abnormal that I'm friends with Kali now.
I'm 'supposed' to hate her, since Hayley really hates her (there's a big weird.. thing behind that) and she wants me to hate her.
But I can't, because Kali loves me and vice versa.
It's comforting in the fact that I have found I am actually a good person by having Kali help me realize it.
Whether or not people choose to not see that? is their prerogative, and a dumb one at that.

Another thing; I have the worst case of chronic JRA you could imagine (thirteen years of physical therapy, steroids, methotrexate and thousands of IVs, blood-drawn dates and hospital visits and I'm still in a rock and a hard place) but nobody knows about it, really (until now, anyways). I always treat it as a dirty little secret hiding under the skin, like a former druggie life, or something.
I know I should be proud of it, advocate it, do something to acknowledge its existence, but it's best when nobody feels sorry for it. Because then they think you can't do shit, and are amazed when they find out you have the school record for pull-ups, the shuttle run AND the 50m sprint. It's total bullshit to hear that, when you've only learned to walk 6 months ago, that you're never going to walk again, and are shattering school records about ten years later.
Yeah. The non-believers never really will get my sympathies.
And why is this abnormal? Because not many people can say they triumph in a situation like this.
And it's just about the only life I've ever known... to be sick and not really care, I mean.
I know I should be more open about my JRA. But I don't.. feel like it matters.
Even though reading it makes it sound like a success story destined for Oprah. Whatever.

Today, I just had a weird day.
I was lied to three times in a 24 hour period.
What really is abnormal is that I let it slide without cussing anyone's faces off or breaking their noses.
But the comforting thing is I've got karmic retribution up the ass on my side.
^_^

Another abnormal thing.
Didjoo all know I'm trying out for track in the spring?
Yeah, it's true. I'm working out and everything.
I need to lose weight anyways, to take all the newfound pressure off my joints.
But it's comforting because I really enjoy running.
And winning+running= Alex is happy x.INFINITY.

I have a cold.
So that's why the diatribe makes sense.
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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2005|06:58 pm]
Yay.

FINALLY.

Yay. ^_^

*dances in the street*

Fuck yes.
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